My Hope & Strength

For so long I have hidden away my heart
But something happens when I hear your voice
Feelings and wants come rushing back
My heart taking over in this I have no choice

So many times have I been given false hope
And for once I want to have it be true
To throw caution fully to the wind
Only wanting to believe souly in you, my hope & strength.

To have the smiles and the laughs
No looking back on the moments only to cry
To keep you in my heart forever
And not having to ask the question why

So now I am gonna give it my all
Close my eyes and see the world through yours
Let my heart and your hand be my guide
No more secrets, no more closed doors.

My Other Half

You can't have one without the other,
The night isn't a night without the stars and a moon,
Everytime you go I hope to see you soon,
For you are my other half,
We are two perfect puzzle pieces,
Made for each other,
Can't you see that you are the only thing I need?
I could go through my whole life but I'll still be half empty,
I need you,
Like a mother longs for her son,
I need you,
You are the very beat in my heart,
And the only thing this key wants to unlock,
There is no other for me,
No one in the universe,
No one I can see,
But can you see?
That you complete me like no other.
When we kiss our lips are in perfect shape,
When our hands clasp they are interchangable,
The spaces in between my fingers were made for you,
No one else will do,
Bethany I love you.

With You

With you I am everything,
Reaching my full potential in one single moment,
As my heart reaches out for your once again,
You clasp it tightly like many times before,
But somehow it feels like the very first time,
You let me into the door of your heart,
Letting me be the part that completes you.
With you my world has color,
But still the greatest color is in your eyes.
With you I have sunshine even when the clouds cover my blue sky,
Without you my heart will die.
Bethany, I will be with you until the day I die and then some,
Forever with you even when the sun doesn't shine,
My love for you is as infinite as the stars,
To fill you up when your heart is empty,
I want to take the bars that imprison you, and slay the dragons,
Let me be your knight in shining armor, your prince, your Romeo,
I'd be do anything for you Bethany just know,
that my heart has always been your with you no matter what I say,
And with you my heart will stay.

Will You Be Mine?

Will you be mine, forever?
The sign of your love is so clear,
Everyday my love for you grows stronger,
I stare at you when you don't even notice,
And somehow my eyes don't want to blink or even look away,
Your soul is a flare on a cold dark night,
I will try to be your knight in shining armor,
If you will be my princess,
I will never loose sight of you.
Some days its really hard to believe
but when I rub my eyes,
It is no dream, you are right there,
You are in the very air I breath,
Intoxicating,
I can't help but smile,
You are like no other in the world,
And you fit perfectly in my heart,
In my heart there is a Bethany shaped hole.
So will you be mine, mine forever?
Because if I'm yours I know I'll be better,
And if this life is a race, I want to cross the finish line with you.
I love you.

I'll be gone, But I'll be close

I'll be gone, but I'll be close,
As close as the pillow you lay on.
Though you can't feel me and hold my hand,
You can feel me in this poem,
And instead hold my heart in your beautiful hands,
No amount of land can keep my love from you.
Your smile is in everything I see,
Your voice is forever echoing in my head.
Everything you have ever said,
Everything we've ever did,
Is playing a projection on my soul,
And if it was a bowl, It would be overflowing will love for you,
I'll be gone, but I'll be close.
I won't be very far,
Just don't take your eyes off of me.
And you will be in my dreams.

Through Anything

Though the sky keeps on raining, You are my sunshine,
The clouds always try to block you, But you always shine through,
Though the distance between us is paining, The miles feel like galaxies,
But I'm not as far as you think,
I'm in your heart, wherever you go, whatever you do,
I'll love you despite myself,
Through anything I'll be here,
My heart has been yours from the beginning and it still will be in the end,
I can't imagine a world without you, so I won't try,
And until the end I will try in vain to explain all that you've given to me,
I will be tender and I'll give you the world if you ask me.
Love will fill your heart and overflow,
So much to spare you won't know what to do with it.
Just remember no matter what happens I'll be here through anything.
I'd go through hell and back for you.

You Are

You have the most beautiful voice, every word you sing vibrates my inner being,
Are you part of the heavenly choirs on the clouds?
When I close my eyes and wait outside I can hear you in the wind,
In one ear, and out the other,
When your eyes focus on mine, nothing else matters,
Its all a blur, I feel as if I'm in a wonderful hypnotic trans,
The atmosphere is somehow spinning, but I'm not dizzy,
You are something else, something better than I ever imagined,
Someone I want to love forever, and never hurt, always trust,
I can't explain it the words are endless but I'll keep writing them,
Because our love is forever, our hearts entangled together,
Entwined in a infinite knot,
Bethany, You are my true love.